Decisions, Decisions

Oh, to be as Wise as the Owl

What to do, What to do.....There is so much going on.  So many decisions to make.  How do you know if you are making the right one?  Every morning during my prayer time I ask God to give me wisdom for the day,  help me keep my mouth shut, and that when Mom looks in my eyes, that she would see Him instead of me.  I have so many confusing thoughts in my mind.  I have learned in these past two months since Mom has been living with me, that the tone of my voice and my posture are what Mom notices.  She does not hear very well, or what she hears is difficult for her to understand, I guess it is all scrambled or something,  anyway I have to raise my voice and speak very clearly for her to be able to understand what I am saying to her. This has got to be as frustrating for her as it is for me.  When I raise my voice for her to hear me, then she thinks that I am be impatient with her.  If I am standing waiting on her to walk to where ever she is going, and I rest my hands on my hips (of which there is plenty of room to rest my hands:) she looks at it as being defiant.  Thankfully the Holy Spirit will say "Linda take your hands off your hips, think about what she is seeing" I couldn't do it without His constant help! 
It just makes me tired sometimes........